Letter to myself last year:)

Dear Grace,

Things are not working according to your plans. Failure, disappointments, even hatred, those things are screaming in your head and your heart just wanna stop beating for a moment so that you wouldn't feel this way. You are down, weary, troubled, and couldn't move on! Grace, This is just your journey! You are experiencing this stretching for a reason! You will be a better person, you will be a better leader, you will be a better disciple; just believe! Cry if something will happen! Cry if it will ease down the pain and the burden! Cry if you will be better! But if things are getting worse because of those tears, STOP! GROW UP! Face the challenge! God is with you! If you are thinking about giving up, REPENT! DON'T LIMIT GOD! He will work in your life, through your life, and with your life! BE STRONG! TAKE COURAGE! 

Grace, stop being hard  to yourself. You may fail, but it doesn't mean that all your life you will be a failure! You may disappoint people, but God is here, He doesn't want your achievements or trophies or medals, all He want is you! And just to remind you, all you have to please is God! And most of all, stop being prideful! It's true that you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you, but sometimes, God permits limitations for our benefit! 

Grace, now that you are in this journey, MAXIMIZE IT! Let all the negative things be converted to Great things! New school, new life. New life, means fresh start. Take away all the pessimism and look for the Greater things that are about to come! Make the past your lesson and make it count! You can do it Grace!!!! Be closer to God! Love Him more! Trust Him more! NEVER DOUBT! Push yourself! Offer your life to Him and make Him use you in every way! 

Maybe next time you'll see this, you're just gonna read this smiling or laughing, or maybe you will learn from it again:)

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Wrote this last year! Totally made me smile! I am a better person now, and getting stronger too:) PRAISE GOD FOR CHALLENGES!!!:)